Monday, April 21, 2008

Entry #12 - To Be Alone

When I want to be alone, I usually grab my ipod, my notebook, and a pen, plop down in my amazingly comfy chair and breathe. Usually, what makes me want to do this is my siblings making too much noise, I have things to think about, or I just don’t want to hang out with my family when I’m at home. I really love that my room is downstairs down a little hallway so that not much noise gets back there unless there needs to be. As I walk into my beach-styled, plain old’ white colored room, I close the door behind me and reach for my cheetah blanket and collapse on my green-hairy chair. I first off, just sit there and breathe. Just take a little time to let all my anger out. Then, I always pray before I do anything else because that always helps me. No matter where I am, I know I can forget all my troubles when I pray because I no longer have to worry about them.
After that, I turn on my ipod and turn to my healing play list. I then set that off to the side and grab my notebook and pen. I close my eyes, lean back, and listen for words that are cute and amazing lyrics from the songs I listen to. Then, I take what I got out of those words, and create my own lyrics.
Music is the one thing that can’t ever betray me. For every single different mood I’m in, there’s a song for it.
That’s what I do because music is part of who I am.
The best part about that is no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong. (:

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